Missing In Action

I have been gone for a long time now.  For one thing I had two of my wisdom teeth taken out about a month ago now and let me just say I do NOT recommend it.  The recovery is awful especially having to take care of young children.  The diet for recovery leaves something to be desired as well.  If my blender hadn't bit the dust shortly before this it might not have been so bad, but I was living off of breakfast shakes, cream of wheat, scrambled eggs, and yogurt.  I felt so bloated and sick from all the dairy but it kept the Vicodin down so that made things more tolerable.

I have been feeling very insecure lately.  It seems to come in waves.  I reached the crest of it just yesterday (I think) and am about to crash back down into reality.  Mostly I am insecure because I have a lot of time on my hands and not many resources.  I end up reading way too much and comparing myself to other moms who seem to magically have more time then me and get a lot more done then me.  It gets so depressing that I don't want to wake up and have to start the ride all over again just to be disappointed that I don't match up.  Makes me sometimes want to break the Internet but at the same time it is my only friend.  This is not a healthy relationship.  Prays always appreciated!