Wishes....

Dearest Reader,

I wish there was more physical evidence of how hard I feel I worked to keep everyone from killing each other, but other than that I am fine and nothing much happened this week that I wish to share in great detail.

Saturday was just me bearing my frustrations to a friend while making 50+ mini churros for the Mexican feed for Sunday.  I took a break from Facebook and actually feel more stable about myself in general which was the least of what I was hoping for- better than nothing.

The rest of the week I focused on my reading and kitchen cleaning and cooking- normal, average every day life.  I do have two highlights- I listened to a Fountains of Carrots podcast while cross stitching which always lifts my spirits and I received a box from my mom filled with a few souvenirs and programs from my Grandmere's memorial service.  When I read what my mom wrote for the service I very much balled my eyes out.  It also gave me a lot to think about.  

Honestly don't know what next week holds all I know is that I do not wish to commit to anything at this time. 

Yours truly,

L.L.