Advent Day 7- Bake

"Christmas is a stocking stuffed with sugary goodness." -Mo Rocca

Christmas is sugary goodness for sure!  I know this isn't a traditional Christmas cake or cookies or really anything Christmasy at all, but guess who wanted an Emoji cake for her birthday which is always near the beginning of the Advent season? Lucy's birthday turned out to be a success of sugar and fun even while mama was barely hanging on because of illness.  I picked up pizza, made the cake, and managed to tidy up- by the grace of God.  

Advent Day 6- Celebration and Prayer

"Mary, give me your Heart: so beautiful, so pure, so immaculate; your Heart so full of love and humility that I may be able to receive Jesus in the Bread of Life and love Him as you love Him in the distressing guise of the poor." -Saint Teresa of Calcutta

I needed this prayer.  I need almost any prayer during this time while struggling with a cough and my baby girl turning six.  I some how managed to clean the house, bake a cake, and put together a banner.  So I celebrated just surviving.  Thanking God for every hour of sleep I get.  Reminding me to be humble.  Sometimes you realize you are the poor that others can help.  

 

Advent Day 5- Nostalgia

"You did it! Congratulations!  World's best of cup of coffee!  Great job, everybody!  It's great to be here." -Will Ferrell, "Elf"

What is more nostalgic than children's Christmas choir?

This time of year is so busy and full.  Remember to thank teachers and choir directors and co-workers and your parents who make this time of year so special.  I remember Christmas practices when I was a kid.  I was in the "The Innkaper", "Wise Guys and Starry Skies" (I had chicken pox and didn't know it at the time but I was cook with a spoon in my hair), "Christmas at Lone Star Gulch" (I wore an old fashioned dress with little pearl buttons that was too big for me and itchy but loved it)"Not a Creature Was Stirring"( I was a black cat), and the one I remember the least "Arch the Angel".  They were chaotic.  They were fun.  They were labors of love with not a whole lot immediate rewards.  It will be a miracle when I can take the time to transfer our old VHS tapes to DVD and maybe even put them on Youtube.  Just a Christmas wish right now and I just wanted to thank all the extra helpers during this super busy time of year.  

Advent Day 4- St. Nick and Looking Forward

"This season of Advent means there is something on the horizon, the likes of which we have never seen before." -Jan L. Richardson, artist and spiritual writer

What do I look forward to at Christmas time?  I look forward to cold nights not a cold in my chest.  I l look forward to watching Christmas movies not watching myself cough up a lung.  I look forward to seeing the decorations and lights not seeing snot dripping down my nose in a blurry haze because I haven't slept for more than 3 hours at a time.  I look forward to listening to the hymns and The Messiah not listening to my whole family hacking.  So far I haven't been able to have much Christmas cheer, but with prayers and waiting and rest I believe and have faith it will come.  God gives us just what we need and apparently I needed a lot of sitting on the couch.  

Happy Birthday to my St. Nick baby girl.

Advent Day 3- Scarves and Patience

"Why is patience so important?  Because it makes us pay attention." -Paulo Coelho, author

I don't think of myself as an impatient person.  In fact, when it comes to Christmas I will happily wait.  My daughter has even said the waiting is the best part and when the day finally comes it is almost a let down.  I tend to agree.  If I lack patience it is mostly with people not the days of the week.  I get impatient when my kids don't listen.  I get impatient waiting in line.  I get impatient with myself for being so sinful and wretched and messing up and forgetting and being lazy and getting sick.  If you were wondering why I am posting day 3 of Advent when it is already day 10 well I have been coughing up a storm and my husband took me to urgent care.  I was diagnosed with bronchitis. I have only finally started feeling normal.  So be patient with me...now you have to pay attention...haha- but seriously learning to have patience with myself is the toughest but it is just as important as the patience for Christmas.    

Advent Day 2-Hope

"Let nothing disturb you, nothing frighten you, all things are passing, God is unchanging.  Patience gains all; nothing is lacking to those who have God: God alone is sufficient." -St. Teresa of Avila

It is a good thing that God alone is sufficient because I still seem to be having a nasty cough and the stress of the season is already getting to me.  The words bills and budget and money suck the hope and joy right out of me.  I need to pray.  I need to take this a little at a time.  I don't know how other people do it, but I have to do it the way I was created to do it.  Take out the fear replace it with hope. 

Advent Day 1- Wreath

"Waiting is an art that our impatient age has forgotten.  It wants to break open the ripe fruit when it has hardly finished planting the shoot."

-Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Theologian

Advent has begun.  Advent- the season of waiting for the arrival of a notable person, thing, or event- in this case remembering Christ coming as a baby to set into motion the salvation of mankind.  I love this waiting time.  I love this waiting time more than Christmas itself- true and honest. 

I have always been a very slow starter and pretty oblivious to say the least.  This year as I look around it is harder and harder to see the waiting part.  Almost immediately after Thanksgiving I saw at least 10 Christmas trees posted on my Facebook feed and a handful of Christmasy things being done.  I am not upset or concerned, but I am curious and a little surprised.  I feel inadequate because I like the waiting part and the slowness of putting out a couple things at a time not the immediate rush to decorate all things Christmas.  I begin by setting out the Advent candles and putting a few extra candles in my kitchen window sill.  Next week I will be lucky enough if my house stays clean to put out the mugs and kitschy decor.  The week after that will come the tree.  The week after that maybe a few things like baking and going to see the lights.  I guess I just do Christmas slowly and I don't want to feel bad about that.